Wings of a Dove

Psalm 55:6 “I said, ‘Oh, that I had the wings of a dove!I would fly away and be at rest. (NLT) Ephesians 3:20 “Now all glory to God, who is able through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think” (NLT) Isaiah 12:2...

An Unintended Journey into the Mist…

Please follow my unintended journey as I review my past year as middle aged women pulled back into the seduction of an eating disorder. Follow me as I faded away into the mist and emerge back out into the light of the sun and the Son, Jesus Christ! 1 Corinthians 10:13...

Nothing…

Kate Moss was quoted at one point in her life as saying ” Nothing taste as good as skinny feels” I admittedly lived by this mantra as I fell back into the eating disorder last year. Each time I would reach for something, anything, to fill my empty body, I would repeat...

Loving and Grieving in the Midst of Anger

” Be imitators of God, therefore as dearly loved children, and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave Himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God. ( Ephesians 5:1-2) (NIV) ” Love the Lord you God with all your strength and with all...

Contradictions

Psalm 34:18 (NIV) “The lord is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit” I feel that the Lord has been close to me throughout this journey. I feel him pulling for me not just to survive, but to thrive. I know that he sees how broken I have...

Trials or On Trial?

James 1:12 “Blessed is the one (me) who perseveres under trial because having stood the test, that person (me) will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him.” (Me)! I think of the word trial and sometimes I wonder if I am going...

Tired and Bored

“Man I’m tired, I’m just tired and bored with myself.” (Bruce Springsteen). Usually I find my writing coming from the words God sends to me through scripture or sometimes just to me through prayer and writing.  Today I find the words of the “Boss” reflecting how...

Pizza

Psalms 71:7 “My life is an example to many, because you have been my strength and protection” (NLT) Last weekend I entered into the hamster wheel of my internal dialogue of eat or don’t eat. Well, as it often is, it isn’t actually whether to eat or not, but what to...

Am I Wonderfully Made?

Psalm 139:14 “I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.” (NIV) I tell myself over and over again ” You are fearfully and wonderfully made.” But as I slip into my swimsuit this past weekend and again...

I Am…

John 1:12 “But to all who believed him and accepted him, he gave the right to become children of God” John 15:15-16 “I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn’t confide in slaves. Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the father told me....